Grace has now started attending middle school! It has been an amazing transition for all of us this summer. She no longer has to wear uniforms to school, and we have had fun shopping for things that are just her style. There was a camp for incoming sixth graders a couple weeks before school started where she got to see her classrooms and see where her locker was going to be, and she learned how to open a combination. All of her girlfriends are traveling on with her from elementary school. They are the "nerdy girl" lunch table as of last year's experience of fifth grade. Grace has at least one of these girlfriends in every single class she's got this year (seven classes total). What a comfort! And she has been excited that her home economics teacher will be a familiar face from Salem First B.!
Her favorite subject is reading, and her favorite books are fantasy and mysteries. For a long time she has wanted to be an agent for the FBI when she grows up, just like her grandfather (my dad). Last year according to test scores she told me she's "the fifth smartest girl at school." I don't know for sure what that means, but I am happy that she has great grades and does her homework most often without being told.
Last year at the end of school there was a final concert for band and orchestra students. Grace won the "most improved" award for 5th grade band, an honor which only 4 other students received! Here's her story about the trumpet: she had started the year with it and from September till November she kept trying to make all the notes correctly, could not do it, and was beginning to fall behind even though she never gave up. Her teacher said, "would you like to try another instrument?" The flute was suggested and she got very excited. She borrowed a flute and her teacher said, "She learned in three days what the other kids took a month to learn." She is very proud of her accomplishments - and the band teacher said that the entire class is very talented when it comes to having a sense for musicality - Grace was included in that acknowledgement. Amazing, Grace!
Grace has also been on leadership for the last two years of elementary school. Teachers select students for the privilege of leadership. At the beginning of last year the staff met with the ten students who are in leadership and asked them this question: "What can we do to serve our community?" Grace came home and we began to discuss potential ideas. We considered how our church (Salem First B.) in the previous year had gone to Marion & Polk County Food Share to help organize food distribution to the poor. She loved that idea especially since the facility is right across the Parkway from the school. The teachers selected Grace's suggestion! They were in the Keizer Times, with a photograph as they served the M&PCFS. Amazing, Grace!
Grace is blossoming in her relationship with the LORD. A couple years ago we discovered that Grace was suffering with some substantial doubt that God is really real. Rather than seeing information as the missing piece to her knowing God, because she already knew the Bible so well, we took another route. We began with Jeremiah 29:13 which says,
I have waited to see where her heartbeat really lies in her life, and she has shared both good and burdensome things. Recently she took a spiritual gifts test and discovered her gifts are evangelism and compassion. Her number one sense of crisis that causes her to want to trust God to help her is with anxiety. I regret that I might have passed on a bad example to her because she somehow feels responsible for a lot.... But when she does notice things that make her uncomfortable, she prays about it. Then afterward she says "it went away!" and we praise God. Amazing, Grace!
Every once in a great while I ask Grace "Do you know that you are saved? What if you just know the scriptures and you have not really trusted in Him to save you? How do you know?" Her answer after a moment of reflection is to totally dismiss my inquiry and she says, "I know that I am saved... because when I prayed to him, I told Him that I didn't want to be at the far end of the table away from Him, at the fellowship dinner. I want to be able to see Him and be near Him. And, Mom, He gave me so much joy! I can't tell you how awesome it feels! I just felt so good. I just felt so happy thinking about Him." She laughs out loud when she tells me this because it so overwhelms her voice and face, that she can't even put words on it. Amazing, Grace! Romans 15:13,
But there was a day, in the car, where Grace really experienced an epiphany of the Spirit. She wouldn't stop talking about God, to me, and ask me questions about what God is like and how He engages Himself. I stopped answering her questions very quickly. Instead, I asked her to answer her own questions. What does she perceive is going on? Then for what she said that was true, I quoted scripture after scripture to her to verify by His Word that she was right on track. It kind of amplified her as she continued. For a couple of hours on and off in the evening hours, she began sobbing. She wanted so much for her cousin to know the love and joy of God. She didn't understand how to manage the thought that her cousin didn't have God as she had known Him. Again, for awhile I didn't know how to answer her. All I could think about is how I felt like that so much, before. I prayed again, and explained from the wisdom He gave me in that moment, that trusting Him would help. "As you entrust your cousin to God, the burden in your heart will fall on Him. And He will not disappoint you. He will give you encouragement, every once in awhile, that He is going to take care of your cousin. He is going to do it. Pray! Tell Him what you are telling me." She did. She still wept a bit. But, she felt better; she acted relieved.
Lizzy had been in the backseat during this most emotional moment, and was quiet the whole time. In the silence afterward Lizzy slipped a drawing forward and gave it to Grace. There was a picture of two girls together and a sentence:
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| Grace, age 11 |
Last year at the end of school there was a final concert for band and orchestra students. Grace won the "most improved" award for 5th grade band, an honor which only 4 other students received! Here's her story about the trumpet: she had started the year with it and from September till November she kept trying to make all the notes correctly, could not do it, and was beginning to fall behind even though she never gave up. Her teacher said, "would you like to try another instrument?" The flute was suggested and she got very excited. She borrowed a flute and her teacher said, "She learned in three days what the other kids took a month to learn." She is very proud of her accomplishments - and the band teacher said that the entire class is very talented when it comes to having a sense for musicality - Grace was included in that acknowledgement. Amazing, Grace!
Grace has also been on leadership for the last two years of elementary school. Teachers select students for the privilege of leadership. At the beginning of last year the staff met with the ten students who are in leadership and asked them this question: "What can we do to serve our community?" Grace came home and we began to discuss potential ideas. We considered how our church (Salem First B.) in the previous year had gone to Marion & Polk County Food Share to help organize food distribution to the poor. She loved that idea especially since the facility is right across the Parkway from the school. The teachers selected Grace's suggestion! They were in the Keizer Times, with a photograph as they served the M&PCFS. Amazing, Grace!
Grace is blossoming in her relationship with the LORD. A couple years ago we discovered that Grace was suffering with some substantial doubt that God is really real. Rather than seeing information as the missing piece to her knowing God, because she already knew the Bible so well, we took another route. We began with Jeremiah 29:13 which says,
And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart.I began reading to all the children at bedtime a chapter or two from the bible. We started in Genesis 12 with the story of Abraham, and now we are half way through Exodus (we get into seasons where we don't read at night because the kids use it for advancing naughtiness). Through it all we have seen the power of God and how He promised to do things hundreds of years before they happened. We have seen how God is the one who holds all the burden of seeing a covenant come to pass. We have seen how transformative it can be to put our faith in Him.
I have waited to see where her heartbeat really lies in her life, and she has shared both good and burdensome things. Recently she took a spiritual gifts test and discovered her gifts are evangelism and compassion. Her number one sense of crisis that causes her to want to trust God to help her is with anxiety. I regret that I might have passed on a bad example to her because she somehow feels responsible for a lot.... But when she does notice things that make her uncomfortable, she prays about it. Then afterward she says "it went away!" and we praise God. Amazing, Grace!
Every once in a great while I ask Grace "Do you know that you are saved? What if you just know the scriptures and you have not really trusted in Him to save you? How do you know?" Her answer after a moment of reflection is to totally dismiss my inquiry and she says, "I know that I am saved... because when I prayed to him, I told Him that I didn't want to be at the far end of the table away from Him, at the fellowship dinner. I want to be able to see Him and be near Him. And, Mom, He gave me so much joy! I can't tell you how awesome it feels! I just felt so good. I just felt so happy thinking about Him." She laughs out loud when she tells me this because it so overwhelms her voice and face, that she can't even put words on it. Amazing, Grace! Romans 15:13,
Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.Grace has been longing to share the truth with a couple of girls her age, all summer long. Most especially her cousin. She has deployed herself to share how awesome it is to believe in Jesus and know Him with her cousin, and then she comes back to me and we debrief how it went. Her cousin was possibly deflecting the conversation of Christ, and Grace came back confused. I suggested she ask her cousin straightforwardly if she wanted to talk about Christ only because Grace wanted to talk about it or was she sincerely interested herself? Grace came back and reported another discouraging moment: the cousin was in fact not interested in much beyond going to heaven. I kind of left Grace with no response for a couple weeks on that, because I mean, I feel the same way, lost, when I come to a dead end, too. But I prayed about it and talked to Grace again. I explained how we are meant to share the gospel with those who listen to us, not just the people we love the most. And I suggested Psalm 1 as a way for her to bring closure to her cousin and her choice. She felt a lot better after that.
But there was a day, in the car, where Grace really experienced an epiphany of the Spirit. She wouldn't stop talking about God, to me, and ask me questions about what God is like and how He engages Himself. I stopped answering her questions very quickly. Instead, I asked her to answer her own questions. What does she perceive is going on? Then for what she said that was true, I quoted scripture after scripture to her to verify by His Word that she was right on track. It kind of amplified her as she continued. For a couple of hours on and off in the evening hours, she began sobbing. She wanted so much for her cousin to know the love and joy of God. She didn't understand how to manage the thought that her cousin didn't have God as she had known Him. Again, for awhile I didn't know how to answer her. All I could think about is how I felt like that so much, before. I prayed again, and explained from the wisdom He gave me in that moment, that trusting Him would help. "As you entrust your cousin to God, the burden in your heart will fall on Him. And He will not disappoint you. He will give you encouragement, every once in awhile, that He is going to take care of your cousin. He is going to do it. Pray! Tell Him what you are telling me." She did. She still wept a bit. But, she felt better; she acted relieved.
Lizzy had been in the backseat during this most emotional moment, and was quiet the whole time. In the silence afterward Lizzy slipped a drawing forward and gave it to Grace. There was a picture of two girls together and a sentence:
When I grow up I want to be just like Grace.
2 comments:
Love, love, love Amazing Grace! And such a beautiful example for Miss Lizzy too.
Oh! This made me cry. I love that Gracie girl so much. She has an amazing heart. And the story of Lizzie and the picture just sealed the deal. What joy to hear our children call on the Lord! Joining you in prayer for her sweet cousin.
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